My possible future life

This isn't quite what I imagined, you know. I waited for years for me and you to finally get our act together and make it work. I waited and waited for you to finally realise that we were more than just friends. That we could actually be great together. That maybe we were even destined [...]

Just shut up and tell me you want me

Just shut up and admit it. You want me. You wanted to grab my face and kiss me as much as I wanted to rip your clothes off. You wanted it. We were both sat there a little too close for just friends on the sofa watching a horror movie. You say good idea. I [...]

I don’t know what to tell you when you ask where it hurts

Because it's everywhere and nowhere all at once. I guess that sounds a bit ridiculous. But what I'm trying to say is that it isn't a hurt. Or a pain. And I guess in general I'm fine. Completely and utterly fine. I went out a few nights ago and ate pizza and laughed until my [...]

Lovers or Liars

I'm trying to put a finger on this feeling. Trying to get some sort of explanation as to what I'm thinking. Because it sort of feels like I'm in a spiral, just spinning round and round. I can't remember what we came here for. Why we are back in this place once again. Where everything [...]

Some things I’d really rather you didn’t know

I have emetophobia and sometimes it makes me terrified of leaving the house. The thought of germs makes me uncomfortable. When I was in primary school, I remember someone throwing up after drinking apple juice in the canteen, so I avoid that at all costs. I am that girl who will send a text and [...]