Everything I ever wanted?

"You got it by the way. Everything you ever wanted. Absolutely everything you could imagine you could possibly ever want. What you spent nights crying about and days obsessing over. What you messaged your best friend about for weeks on end. The very things you would've given your life for. That you would've given up [...]

The things we leave behind

I feel like I have this awful habit of coming and going. Saying yes and then saying no. Changing my mind. Staying and leaving. Crying and smiling. Screaming and saying nothing at all. I'm pretty sure it drives the people around me insane. "I never want to speak to him again" I tell my best [...]


"For a minute there I thought you might be in love with me or something" You said staring at me with those wide eyes and questioning glance. And for a millisecond my heart was in my throat and I blinked twice thinking shit how am I going to get out of this one. And then [...]

5 small ways to make big changes

I swung my wardrobe door open to see nothing except a HUGE pile of clothes. I placed my hands on my hips and titled my head to the side wondering if it would look tidier at a different angle. It didn't. Oh! Did I need to add that opening the door caused clothes to spew [...]

Should we be optimistic or pessimistic about the future?

"Let it go. Let it leave. Let it happen. Nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you anyway. (All you own is yourself- Rupi Kaur)" The end of the school year is approaching a lot faster than a lot of us would like. That sounds weird, doesn't it? That we don't want the [...]

When the lights go down

"When the lights go down. At the end of the day when this game that I play, has gone another round. As I lay there alone on this big empty bed. With nothing but thoughts of you in my head. I think of the things that I wish I had said, when you were still around. When the lights go [...]

So I guess this is growing up

"Suddenly you’re 21 and you’re screaming along in your car to all the songs you used to listen to when you were sad in middle school and everything is different but everything is good." Hey guys, This blog post has been brought on by the looming fact that everyone will be going their separate ways [...]

When we were young

"Let me photograph you in this light, in case it is the last time that we might be exactly like we were before we realised we were sad of getting old. It made us restless.  Oh I'm so mad I'm getting old. It makes me reckless. It was just like a movie. It was just like a song. [...]

Drama Drama Drama

Hey, Long time, no blog. Well two days, no blog. But anyway, it feels like I haven't blogged in ages. So here I am. This blog is going to be about something that seems to constantly follow me around like I'm a magnet to annoying idiots who like to fuck up my life. This one [...]

I knew you once

"I knew you once. And it was nice. I knew your brain and your heart. All your insides. Oh I could tell. Just with a look. What you were thinking. That's all it took. You shared your secrets. And I shared mine. Silence was comfy. Without having to try. We swapped our smiles. Gifted advice. Yes, I knew you once. And it [...]