It’s actually slightly heartbreaking, soul crushing, irritating to feel yourself drift away from people who you have been close to for years. I heard about this. From my older sister, from my parents, from anyone on the planet. That people move on, we drift from people and we meet new one’s. And I’m not even… Continue reading It’s so heartbreaking to drift from the people you love the most
“Maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.” I keep replaying all the conversations we have ever had in my mind,… Continue reading I am tired of being your “maybe”
Sometimes I like to imagine that if something isn’t going my way in this life, then it will be in another one. That somewhere out there, in another life, things would have fallen in to place the way I wanted them to and I wouldn’t be left to feel like this. Maybe it’s wishful thinking.… Continue reading In this life or in another life
I spend a lot of my time relating my life to Taylor Swift songs. And I can’t decide if it’s because I like to be able to feel something when I listen to her. Or if it’s just because I like to be able to wallow in self pity. Either way I always seem to… Continue reading My life isn’t a Taylor Swift song (unfortunately)
Think about drinking on a weekday even though you barely even drink at the weekend. Wish you had that to numb the pain. Realise you don’t like the taste enough to drink it. Listen to your sad Taylor Swift playlist. See how long you last before the tears start falling. See how long your heart… Continue reading How to (almost) move on
I will never let us drift apart. You’re the best person I have in my life and I am not me when I am not around you. I will never, in a million years, let someone mess you around. I will personally attack them for you. I will never let you get a horrible haircut.… Continue reading 44 things I’d like to say to my best friend
Dear you, Wow. I have written about you so much that it seems silly for me to even say goodbye. But I just feel like it’s right. And I think I owe it to myself to be able to say goodbye. So that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you already. But this is… Continue reading Dear my almost lover. This is my final goodbye.