Everyone has three hearts

"He said that everyone has three hearts. The first heart, that's the one you show to strangers. The second heart? Only your family gets to see that. Your family and friends and the person put on this Earth to walk by your side. Your soulmate. But that third heart is the thing. Never let anyone [...]

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I’m always running late

I have always had a problem with timing. I'm just going to blame it on my actual entrance in to this world. I was two weeks late and even then my Mum had to be induced. Sorry Mum. I'd also like to blame it on my parents. When I was younger I honestly remember frantically [...]

OCD

The first time I saw you everything in my head went quiet. All the constant questions and thoughts suddenly hushed. Disappeared. Silenced. Because when you have obsessive compulsive disorder you don't really get a lot of quiet time. Even laid in bed I'm thinking. Did I lock the door? Yes. Did I wash my hands? [...]

HAPPIER

How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don't know it But why don't I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn't [...]

I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

It's weird how life keeps going on around you even when you feel like everything is falling apart. It's weird how the world keeps turning when you feel like it's frozen in space. It's like Netflix episodes that keep playing. Next. Next. Next. It's the sun rising and setting everyday like clockwork. It's constant. It [...]

He was the boy that I loved before

There is a place we have been before. A place to watch sunsets and sit wrapped in a blanket just watching the world go by. A place where the wind blows my hair in to your face and you roll your eyes and put your arms round me to keep me warm. A place where [...]

For the first time I just want to live in the moment

For the first time, I just want to live in the moment. I don't want to overthink. I don't want to run every word, every action, every breath you take through my mind. I don't want to have to second guess. I don't want to ruin every moment by trying to decipher if you still [...]