I’m not sure when I realised when I had depression. Maybe it was in the past couple of months or maybe I’ve been depressed my entire life. I have no idea anymore. All I know is that when I look back on my life, I have just always felt it. For so long I kept… Continue reading That little bit of sadness that never quite disappears
I miss you the most on Wednesday’s. The loneliest day of the week. Sunday’s are a best friend. The one’s you never want to leave and would happily spend hours and hours doing nothing with them. Monday’s are your enemy. That person you hate for no reason and all the reasons in the world. Tuesday’s… Continue reading That Wednesday kind of love
I swung my wardrobe door open to see nothing except a HUGE pile of clothes. I placed my hands on my hips and titled my head to the side wondering if it would look tidier at a different angle. It didn’t. Oh! Did I need to add that opening the door caused clothes to spew… Continue reading 5 small ways to make big changes
My therapist asked me a question tonight that really got me thinking. I had a bad day today so my usual meltdown mode had set in when I blurted out at 60 miles an hour the story of my day before I had even sat down. She looked at me with wide eyes, waiting for… Continue reading How to succeed at failure
I said that I was moving on and letting you go on Saturday night (or months ago when I said I needed to get over you). This was after (I won’t lie) 3 glasses of wine and 3 emotional chats with friends later. But I was waiting for today to make it official. One because… Continue reading Today I’m finally letting you go
“It is your blood in my veins. Tell me how I’m supposed to forget.” What time of the day does it become “early” in the evening to be in pyjamas instead of just “late” to be staying in them. Because I’ve hit the point of staying in pyjamas all day again. Energy to get out… Continue reading I don’t want to love you anymore.
“I know it’s hard. Believe me. I know it feels like tomorrow will never come and today will be the most difficult day to get through. But I swear you will get through. The hurt will pass as it always does. If you give it and let it go. So let it go. Slowly. Like… Continue reading Take a moment