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The bitter truth about why we suck at moving on

We all talk a lot about moving on. About letting go. About healing and forgetting. About putting ourselves first. About saving ourselves. About putting the pieces back together after we’re broken. We talk about saying goodbye, coming clean, washing away the pain. We talk about moving on. We write and we cry and then we… Continue reading The bitter truth about why we suck at moving on

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A list of things I try to do instead of texting you

1.Actively ignore your snapchats and messages. Always be sure to never open them until they’ve been sitting there for at least an hour. (A minute). 2. Remind myself you don’t give a shit if I watch them or not and this overthinking is borderline pathetic. 3. Pick my nails. Wonder if it’s possible to ever… Continue reading A list of things I try to do instead of texting you

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The different ways you can miss someone

At first, your mind will work so so hard to forget that one person. Your mind will work overtime just to forget the mere existence of that person. This could be just because you want to forget about them completely. Or it could be because you want to mask the feelings of sadness or the… Continue reading The different ways you can miss someone

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What to do when you can’t move on

Run yourself a bath at 6pm and accept the fact that you aren’t getting anything done tonight except feeling sorry for yourself. Forget to pay attention to the amount of hot water you’re putting in and end up stepping in to what feels like lava. Ignore the fact that your skin is screaming at you… Continue reading What to do when you can’t move on

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That little bit of sadness that never quite disappears

I’m not sure when I realised when I had depression. Maybe it was in the past couple of months or maybe I’ve been depressed my entire life. I have no idea anymore. All I know is that when I look back on my life, I have just always felt it. For so long I kept… Continue reading That little bit of sadness that never quite disappears

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Dear my best friend

Dear my best friend, I know you probably will never read this but: Do you ever feel you handled a situation badly? But once you finally realise that you have, it’s too late to resolve it. It’s too late to pick up from where you left off. It’s too late to salvage any sort of… Continue reading Dear my best friend

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I broke my own heart

“I can’t control my feelings. I can’t control my thoughts. I’m staring at the ceiling wondering how I got so caught. You’re completely off limits for more reasons than just one. But I can’t stop. You’re aware of my existence but you don’t know I’m here. You’re the centre of attention. You control the atmosphere.… Continue reading I broke my own heart