Shall we just ruin the friendship?

On Friday I had the most terrifying realisation: whatever we have is exactly what I've always wanted, and you don't feel the same. You were driving me home with the windows down, it was freezing but the music was turned all the way up. And I decided I needed to kiss you goodnight. Once the [...]

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Maybe they should be together

Regardless of her telling her friends she thinks he doesn't, she thinks he might like her. Hell. She thinks he might love her. But she is also 105% sure that he never lets anyone know what on earth he is thinking in that head of his. She wants to realise that she deserves better but [...]

For the first time I just want to live in the moment

For the first time, I just want to live in the moment. I don't want to overthink. I don't want to run every word, every action, every breath you take through my mind. I don't want to have to second guess. I don't want to ruin every moment by trying to decipher if you still [...]

I almost do

"I bet this time of night you're still up. I bet you're tired from a long hard week. I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city. And I bet sometimes you wonder about me. And I just wanna tell you. It takes everything in me not to call [...]

It’s so heartbreaking to drift from the people you love the most

It's actually slightly heartbreaking, soul crushing, irritating to feel yourself drift away from people who you have been close to for years. I heard about this. From my older sister, from my parents, from anyone on the planet. That people move on, we drift from people and we meet new one's. And I'm not even [...]

44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

I will never let us drift apart. You're the best person I have in my life and I am not me when I am not around you. I will never, in a million years, let someone mess you around. I will personally attack them for you. I will never let you get a horrible haircut. [...]

Open letter to my best friend who is moving away

Han, I originally wanted to right this somehow hoping it would make me feel better. But I'm sure I will just end up in tears. I feel like up until now I was completely denying the fact that in September you will no longer live down my street. And then I'll have to do this [...]