Never grow up

So I was babysitting the other day. Two little girls. And one fell asleep when we were watching Beauty and the Beast. Her little hands wrapped round my finger. Tale as old as time playing quietly in the background. So quiet in the world. Her little eyelids fluttering whilst she was dreaming. And when I [...]

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Shall we just ruin the friendship?

On Friday I had the most terrifying realisation: whatever we have is exactly what I've always wanted, and you don't feel the same. You were driving me home with the windows down, it was freezing but the music was turned all the way up. And I decided I needed to kiss you goodnight. Once the [...]

Maybe they should be together

Regardless of her telling her friends she thinks he doesn't, she thinks he might like her. Hell. She thinks he might love her. But she is also 105% sure that he never lets anyone know what on earth he is thinking in that head of his. She wants to realise that she deserves better but [...]

I’m always running late

I have always had a problem with timing. I'm just going to blame it on my actual entrance in to this world. I was two weeks late and even then my Mum had to be induced. Sorry Mum. I'd also like to blame it on my parents. When I was younger I honestly remember frantically [...]

HAPPIER

How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don't know it But why don't I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn't [...]

I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

It's weird how life keeps going on around you even when you feel like everything is falling apart. It's weird how the world keeps turning when you feel like it's frozen in space. It's like Netflix episodes that keep playing. Next. Next. Next. It's the sun rising and setting everyday like clockwork. It's constant. It [...]

Hot and Cold

You change your mind, like a girl changes clothes. And god. I change my outfit about 60 times before I can actually leave the house. Yeah, you, PMS like a bitch. I would know. Yes. I would definitely definitely definitely know because I can be a bitch when I want to be too. And you [...]