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HAPPIER

How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don’t know it But why don’t I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn’t… Continue reading HAPPIER

Anxiety · drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · Heartbreak · Life · Love · maybe · Mental illness · No · overthinking · Self destructive · Uncategorized

I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

It’s weird how life keeps going on around you even when you feel like everything is falling apart. It’s weird how the world keeps turning when you feel like it’s frozen in space. It’s like Netflix episodes that keep playing. Next. Next. Next. It’s the sun rising and setting everyday like clockwork. It’s constant. It… Continue reading I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Heartbreak · Life · Love · maybe · Uncategorized

Hot and Cold

You change your mind, like a girl changes clothes. And god. I change my outfit about 60 times before I can actually leave the house. Yeah, you, PMS like a bitch. I would know. Yes. I would definitely definitely definitely know because I can be a bitch when I want to be too. And you… Continue reading Hot and Cold

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“Maybe” is a lukewarm shower

I’m a teenager. I’m young. Free. Wild. My life is just beginning. But for most of my life so far I’ve just been wondering when the emotional tornado which is my life was going to start feeling good. When all the scared of failure, screaming, fighting, petty high school drama, drunk dialling, risky texts and… Continue reading “Maybe” is a lukewarm shower

Almost Lover · drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Future · Heartbreak · Life · Love · maybe · moving on · over it · Uncategorized

He was never mine

That’s the most stupid expression in the world. ‘I fell in love’—as if you had no choice. There’s a moment, there’s always a moment; I can do this, I can give in to this or I can resist it. I don’t know when your moment was but I bet there was one. ― Patrick Marber,… Continue reading He was never mine

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Look what you made me do (blog about you again)

A couple of months ago I was still “in love” with this guy. I’m eighteen so I had yet to realise that I wanted a relationship with him. And I also had yet to realise that all he wanted was a no fuss, no drama kiss at most. So even though our “relationship” was fully… Continue reading Look what you made me do (blog about you again)

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I almost do

“I bet this time of night you’re still up. I bet you’re tired from a long hard week. I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city. And I bet sometimes you wonder about me. And I just wanna tell you. It takes everything in me not to call… Continue reading I almost do