Anxiety · feelings · Heartbreak · Life · Love · Mental illness · moving on · No · OCD · overthinking · Self destructive · stress · Uncategorized

OCD

The first time I saw you everything in my head went quiet. All the constant questions and thoughts suddenly hushed. Disappeared. Silenced. Because when you have obsessive compulsive disorder you don’t really get a lot of quiet time. Even laid in bed I’m thinking. Did I lock the door? Yes. Did I wash my hands?… Continue reading OCD

Almost Lover · calm · drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · friendship · happiness · happy · Heartbreak · Life · Love · maybe · moving on · overthinking · Uncategorized

HAPPIER

How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don’t know it But why don’t I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn’t… Continue reading HAPPIER

Anxiety · drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · Heartbreak · Life · Love · maybe · Mental illness · No · overthinking · Self destructive · Uncategorized

I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

It’s weird how life keeps going on around you even when you feel like everything is falling apart. It’s weird how the world keeps turning when you feel like it’s frozen in space. It’s like Netflix episodes that keep playing. Next. Next. Next. It’s the sun rising and setting everyday like clockwork. It’s constant. It… Continue reading I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Future · Growing up · happiness · Heartbreak · Life · Love · memories · moving on · Uncategorized

He was the boy that I loved before

There is a place we have been before. A place to watch sunsets and sit wrapped in a blanket just watching the world go by. A place where the wind blows my hair in to your face and you roll your eyes and put your arms round me to keep me warm. A place where… Continue reading He was the boy that I loved before

calm · chill · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · Future · Heartbreak · Life · Love · memories · moments · moving on · overthinking · Saving Yourself · Things we shouldn't feel bad about · Uncategorized

For the first time I just want to live in the moment

For the first time, I just want to live in the moment. I don’t want to overthink. I don’t want to run every word, every action, every breath you take through my mind. I don’t want to have to second guess. I don’t want to ruin every moment by trying to decipher if you still… Continue reading For the first time I just want to live in the moment

drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Heartbreak · Life · Love · maybe · Uncategorized

Hot and Cold

You change your mind, like a girl changes clothes. And god. I change my outfit about 60 times before I can actually leave the house. Yeah, you, PMS like a bitch. I would know. Yes. I would definitely definitely definitely know because I can be a bitch when I want to be too. And you… Continue reading Hot and Cold

Almost Lover · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Heartbreak · Life · Love · Taylor Swift · Uncategorized

White Horse

“All I want is you. Do you love me? Yeah. Can you give me another chance?” Say you’re sorry, that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to. As I pace back and forth all this time, because I honestly believed in you. How stupid I was. To believe in you,… Continue reading White Horse