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My life isn’t a Taylor Swift song (unfortunately)

I spend a lot of my time relating my life to Taylor Swift songs. And I can’t decide if it’s because I like to be able to feel something when I listen to her. Or if it’s just because I like to be able to wallow in self pity. Either way I always seem to… Continue reading My life isn’t a Taylor Swift song (unfortunately)

Almost Lover · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Future · Growing up · Heartbreak · Life · Love · memories · moving on · overthinking · Uncategorized

How to (almost) move on

Think about drinking on a weekday even though you barely even drink at the weekend. Wish you had that to numb the pain. Realise you don’t like the taste enough to drink it. Listen to your sad Taylor Swift playlist. See how long you last before the tears start falling. See how long your heart… Continue reading How to (almost) move on

Everything happens for a reason · friendship · happiness · Life · Love · memories · moments · Uncategorized

44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

I will never let us drift apart. You’re the best person I have in my life and I am not me when I am not around you. I will never, in a million years, let someone mess you around. I will personally attack them for you. I will never let you get a horrible haircut.… Continue reading 44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Life · Love · moving on · Uncategorized

YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR HIM

Please look in the mirror and see the strong, beautiful, intelligent individual staring straight back at you. Do you see yourself? Do you see how strong you are for getting up this morning? Don’t you see how you are so much better than that stupid boy who tore your heart in to pieces and didn’t… Continue reading YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR HIM

Anxiety · calm · chill · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · Life · overthinking · Self destructive · stress · Uncategorized

Anxiety is…

Anxiety is the never ending feeling of not being enough. It’s restless nights of sleep as you toss and turn. Because you can never shut off your brain. And the thoughts. And your feelings. It’s the things you overthink before bedtime and it’s all of your worst fears becoming a reality once you close your… Continue reading Anxiety is…

Everything happens for a reason · feelings · friendship · Future · Growing up · Life · Love · memories · moments · moving on · overthinking · Uncategorized

Open letter to my best friend who is moving away

Han, I originally wanted to right this somehow hoping it would make me feel better. But I’m sure I will just end up in tears. I feel like up until now I was completely denying the fact that in September you will no longer live down my street. And then I’ll have to do this… Continue reading Open letter to my best friend who is moving away

Anxiety · Life · overthinking · sadness · stress · Uncategorized

Anxiety is controlling my life

It’s hard for me to talk to everyone around me. It takes me a long time to trust people and once that trust is broken, it never really comes back. I’m terrified of sending emails. That sounds stupid. But I will sit there putting off sending something as trivial as “Can I come and see… Continue reading Anxiety is controlling my life