Forget how life is supposed to be

Forget about all the deadlines. The early morning starts. The running for the bus. The homework due in. The nine to five. The rush rush rush. Forget about all the things you have to run around and do in the day just to end exactly where you started. Back. In. Bed. Forget about being who [...]

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I don’t know what to tell you when you ask where it hurts

Because it's everywhere and nowhere all at once. I guess that sounds a bit ridiculous. But what I'm trying to say is that it isn't a hurt. Or a pain. And I guess in general I'm fine. Completely and utterly fine. I went out a few nights ago and ate pizza and laughed until my [...]

I’m mortified

I'm mortified. I'm so mortified that I still want you. That I still want someone so heartless. Because you know you're hurting me but you're still doing it. You continue to be in my life because I am the type of being you don't want to miss out on. I'm vibrant. Brilliant. Spectacular. Interesting. Caring. Great. [...]

I wish I had met you seven years from now

I wish I had met you seven years from now. I wish I had met you when we weren't young and stupid and utterly obsessed with the drama of high school. My love for you was never the problem. You were never the question. It was the drama that surrounded us. It was the fact [...]

Sometimes people ask me how you are and I don’t know the answer

Not speaking to people for ages is strange. They knew you for years but suddenly they wouldn't be able to answer the simplest question about you. They only know you from the last moment they saw you. From the last time you texted them. The last time you opened up to them. Called them. Turned [...]

Someone’s bound to get burned

As I sit here once again with an exasperated look on my face, I think to myself how could boys be so stupid. How could they be stupid enough to spoil everything for us. Scratch that. How could we be so stupid to let them spoil everything. There's always a small part of us who [...]