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HAPPIER

How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don’t know it But why don’t I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn’t… Continue reading HAPPIER

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He was the boy that I loved before

There is a place we have been before. A place to watch sunsets and sit wrapped in a blanket just watching the world go by. A place where the wind blows my hair in to your face and you roll your eyes and put your arms round me to keep me warm. A place where… Continue reading He was the boy that I loved before

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How to know when you’re over someone

Hey guys. I hope you’re all well. It feels weird to talk directly to you all. I’ve missed you. Anyway. My heart hurts today. That physical pain that kinda makes you want to ignore it, kinda makes you want to crawl in to bed and kinda makes you want to die. But I had to… Continue reading How to know when you’re over someone

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What it feels like to actually start to move on

Moving on is not like a birthday or Christmas that you can count down the days until and mark it on the calendar. And you can’t call up your friends in advance and plan something to celebrate. You can’t plan for it and you certainly can’t conclude it by blowing a candle or pulling a… Continue reading What it feels like to actually start to move on

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We keep going in circles

“Circles, we’re going in circles. Dizzy’s all it makes us. We know where it takes us. We’ve been before closer. Maybe looking closer. There’s more to discover. Find out what went wrong without blaming each other. Think that we got more time. When we’re falling behind. Gotta make up our minds. Or else we’ll play, play, play… Continue reading We keep going in circles

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44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

I will never let us drift apart. You’re the best person I have in my life and I am not me when I am not around you. I will never, in a million years, let someone mess you around. I will personally attack them for you. I will never let you get a horrible haircut.… Continue reading 44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

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We Always Want What We Can’t Have And Darling, I Wanted You

I think maybe you were the first person I could never really have. So I just silently hoped I could instead. I silently hoped that every single part of romance in your life would fail just so you would come to me feeling sad about it. So I could comfort you. So I could talk… Continue reading We Always Want What We Can’t Have And Darling, I Wanted You