Never grow up

So I was babysitting the other day. Two little girls. And one fell asleep when we were watching Beauty and the Beast. Her little hands wrapped round my finger. Tale as old as time playing quietly in the background. So quiet in the world. Her little eyelids fluttering whilst she was dreaming. And when I [...]

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Maybe they should be together

Regardless of her telling her friends she thinks he doesn't, she thinks he might like her. Hell. She thinks he might love her. But she is also 105% sure that he never lets anyone know what on earth he is thinking in that head of his. She wants to realise that she deserves better but [...]

Everyone has three hearts

"He said that everyone has three hearts. The first heart, that's the one you show to strangers. The second heart? Only your family gets to see that. Your family and friends and the person put on this Earth to walk by your side. Your soulmate. But that third heart is the thing. Never let anyone [...]

HAPPIER

How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don't know it But why don't I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn't [...]

He was the boy that I loved before

There is a place we have been before. A place to watch sunsets and sit wrapped in a blanket just watching the world go by. A place where the wind blows my hair in to your face and you roll your eyes and put your arms round me to keep me warm. A place where [...]

How to know when you’re over someone

Hey guys. I hope you're all well. It feels weird to talk directly to you all. I've missed you. Anyway. My heart hurts today. That physical pain that kinda makes you want to ignore it, kinda makes you want to crawl in to bed and kinda makes you want to die. But I had to [...]

What it feels like to actually start to move on

Moving on is not like a birthday or Christmas that you can count down the days until and mark it on the calendar. And you can't call up your friends in advance and plan something to celebrate. You can't plan for it and you certainly can't conclude it by blowing a candle or pulling a [...]