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44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

I will never let us drift apart. You’re the best person I have in my life and I am not me when I am not around you. I will never, in a million years, let someone mess you around. I will personally attack them for you. I will never let you get a horrible haircut.… Continue reading 44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · Future · Growing up · happiness · Heartbreak · Life · Love · moving on · overthinking · Uncategorized

We Always Want What We Can’t Have And Darling, I Wanted You

I think maybe you were the first person I could never really have. So I just silently hoped I could instead. I silently hoped that every single part of romance in your life would fail just so you would come to me feeling sad about it. So I could comfort you. So I could talk… Continue reading We Always Want What We Can’t Have And Darling, I Wanted You

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What to do when you can’t sleep

Start by laying there for a little bit too long. Then start tossing and turning. Rearrange your pillows a million times even though you know you only like them in a certain way. Try laying on your back. And then your left. Then right. Then belly. But then your boobs start to hurt because they… Continue reading What to do when you can’t sleep

Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · happiness · Heartbreak · moving on · Uncategorized

When enough is enough

Wake up at 8am but stay in bed until 11 just because you don’t want to face the day quite yet. Drag yourself up when you’re so hungry you could faint. Eat something. Go take a shower and finally wash your hair. It was getting ridiculous that you had left it for that long without… Continue reading When enough is enough

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What to do when you lose the “one”

Lie in bed at night and listen to the traffic go by. And the noise of your laptop you accidentally left on. And your breath going in and out, in and out. Try to feel real. Try to see if you can hear the conversations of the people walking by. Wonder if those people are… Continue reading What to do when you lose the “one”

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The bitter truth about why we suck at moving on

We all talk a lot about moving on. About letting go. About healing and forgetting. About putting ourselves first. About saving ourselves. About putting the pieces back together after we’re broken. We talk about saying goodbye, coming clean, washing away the pain. We talk about moving on. We write and we cry and then we… Continue reading The bitter truth about why we suck at moving on

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I don’t need you to save me but I would love it if you bought me pizza

So many people (I’m going to say people and not just girls because let’s be honest most people probably feel this way) are waiting for someone to save them. For someone to sweep them off their feet. To make their hearts race. To make them trust again. To make them forget about their shitty past.… Continue reading I don’t need you to save me but I would love it if you bought me pizza