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We keep going in circles

“Circles, we’re going in circles. Dizzy’s all it makes us. We know where it takes us. We’ve been before closer. Maybe looking closer. There’s more to discover. Find out what went wrong without blaming each other. Think that we got more time. When we’re falling behind. Gotta make up our minds. Or else we’ll play, play, play… Continue reading We keep going in circles

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I almost do

“I bet this time of night you’re still up. I bet you’re tired from a long hard week. I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city. And I bet sometimes you wonder about me. And I just wanna tell you. It takes everything in me not to call… Continue reading I almost do

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It’s so heartbreaking to drift from the people you love the most

It’s actually slightly heartbreaking, soul crushing, irritating to feel yourself drift away from people who you have been close to for years. I heard about this. From my older sister, from my parents, from anyone on the planet. That people move on, we drift from people and we meet new one’s. And I’m not even… Continue reading It’s so heartbreaking to drift from the people you love the most

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How to (almost) move on

Think about drinking on a weekday even though you barely even drink at the weekend. Wish you had that to numb the pain. Realise you don’t like the taste enough to drink it. Listen to your sad Taylor Swift playlist. See how long you last before the tears start falling. See how long your heart… Continue reading How to (almost) move on

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Dear my almost lover. This is my final goodbye.

Dear you, Wow. I have written about you so much that it seems silly for me to even say goodbye. But I just feel like it’s right. And I think I owe it to myself to be able to say goodbye. So that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you already. But this is… Continue reading Dear my almost lover. This is my final goodbye.

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Open letter to my best friend who is moving away

Han, I originally wanted to right this somehow hoping it would make me feel better. But I’m sure I will just end up in tears. I feel like up until now I was completely denying the fact that in September you will no longer live down my street. And then I’ll have to do this… Continue reading Open letter to my best friend who is moving away

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We Always Want What We Can’t Have And Darling, I Wanted You

I think maybe you were the first person I could never really have. So I just silently hoped I could instead. I silently hoped that every single part of romance in your life would fail just so you would come to me feeling sad about it. So I could comfort you. So I could talk… Continue reading We Always Want What We Can’t Have And Darling, I Wanted You