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He was the boy that I loved before

There is a place we have been before. A place to watch sunsets and sit wrapped in a blanket just watching the world go by. A place where the wind blows my hair in to your face and you roll your eyes and put your arms round me to keep me warm. A place where… Continue reading He was the boy that I loved before

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For the first time I just want to live in the moment

For the first time, I just want to live in the moment. I don’t want to overthink. I don’t want to run every word, every action, every breath you take through my mind. I don’t want to have to second guess. I don’t want to ruin every moment by trying to decipher if you still… Continue reading For the first time I just want to live in the moment

Broken friendship · drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · friendship · Future · Heartbreak · Life · memories · Uncategorized

Best friends can break your heart too

What should I do with the framed photo I have of us on my shelf? What should I do with the photos all over my social media of us with captions of “I love you” and “She’s my best friend” plastered all over them. What should I do when it’s your birthday? Am I supposed… Continue reading Best friends can break your heart too

Almost Lover · drama · Everything happens for a reason · feelings · First Love · Future · Heartbreak · Life · Love · maybe · moving on · over it · Uncategorized

He was never mine

That’s the most stupid expression in the world. ‘I fell in love’—as if you had no choice. There’s a moment, there’s always a moment; I can do this, I can give in to this or I can resist it. I don’t know when your moment was but I bet there was one. ― Patrick Marber,… Continue reading He was never mine

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How to know when you’re over someone

Hey guys. I hope you’re all well. It feels weird to talk directly to you all. I’ve missed you. Anyway. My heart hurts today. That physical pain that kinda makes you want to ignore it, kinda makes you want to crawl in to bed and kinda makes you want to die. But I had to… Continue reading How to know when you’re over someone

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What it feels like to actually start to move on

Moving on is not like a birthday or Christmas that you can count down the days until and mark it on the calendar. And you can’t call up your friends in advance and plan something to celebrate. You can’t plan for it and you certainly can’t conclude it by blowing a candle or pulling a… Continue reading What it feels like to actually start to move on

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We keep going in circles

“Circles, we’re going in circles. Dizzy’s all it makes us. We know where it takes us. We’ve been before closer. Maybe looking closer. There’s more to discover. Find out what went wrong without blaming each other. Think that we got more time. When we’re falling behind. Gotta make up our minds. Or else we’ll play, play, play… Continue reading We keep going in circles