Shall we just ruin the friendship?

On Friday I had the most terrifying realisation: whatever we have is exactly what I've always wanted, and you don't feel the same. You were driving me home with the windows down, it was freezing but the music was turned all the way up. And I decided I needed to kiss you goodnight. Once the [...]

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Hello November

I'm sat in bed at 11pm in my cropped sweatshirt and underwear. And the 1st day of November is nearly over. I'm tired and my period cramps are killing me. My hair needs a wash and I haven't packed yet and I'm going away at 7am on Friday. I'm irritated. And my sweatshirt says on [...]

Everyone has three hearts

"He said that everyone has three hearts. The first heart, that's the one you show to strangers. The second heart? Only your family gets to see that. Your family and friends and the person put on this Earth to walk by your side. Your soulmate. But that third heart is the thing. Never let anyone [...]

HAPPIER

How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don't know it But why don't I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn't [...]

He was the boy that I loved before

There is a place we have been before. A place to watch sunsets and sit wrapped in a blanket just watching the world go by. A place where the wind blows my hair in to your face and you roll your eyes and put your arms round me to keep me warm. A place where [...]

Hot and Cold

You change your mind, like a girl changes clothes. And god. I change my outfit about 60 times before I can actually leave the house. Yeah, you, PMS like a bitch. I would know. Yes. I would definitely definitely definitely know because I can be a bitch when I want to be too. And you [...]

White Horse

"All I want is you. Do you love me? Yeah. Can you give me another chance?" Say you're sorry, that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to. As I pace back and forth all this time, because I honestly believed in you. How stupid I was. To believe in you, [...]