How the hell do I do it How do I be happy For myself and for the people around me My friends all tell me I will be That I should be That I am and I just don't know it But why don't I frigging feel happy Because you hurt me And there isn't [...]


I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

It's weird how life keeps going on around you even when you feel like everything is falling apart. It's weird how the world keeps turning when you feel like it's frozen in space. It's like Netflix episodes that keep playing. Next. Next. Next. It's the sun rising and setting everyday like clockwork. It's constant. It [...]

Hot and Cold

You change your mind, like a girl changes clothes. And god. I change my outfit about 60 times before I can actually leave the house. Yeah, you, PMS like a bitch. I would know. Yes. I would definitely definitely definitely know because I can be a bitch when I want to be too. And you [...]

Best friends can break your heart too

What should I do with the framed photo I have of us on my shelf? What should I do with the photos all over my social media of us with captions of "I love you" and "She's my best friend" plastered all over them. What should I do when it's your birthday? Am I supposed [...]

“Maybe” is a lukewarm shower

I'm a teenager. I'm young. Free. Wild. My life is just beginning. But for most of my life so far I've just been wondering when the emotional tornado which is my life was going to start feeling good. When all the scared of failure, screaming, fighting, petty high school drama, drunk dialling, risky texts and [...]

He was never mine

That’s the most stupid expression in the world. ‘I fell in love’—as if you had no choice. There’s a moment, there’s always a moment; I can do this, I can give in to this or I can resist it. I don’t know when your moment was but I bet there was one. ― Patrick Marber, [...]