My possible future life

This isn't quite what I imagined, you know. I waited for years for me and you to finally get our act together and make it work. I waited and waited for you to finally realise that we were more than just friends. That we could actually be great together. That maybe we were even destined [...]

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It’s 2am

It's 2am and my phone dings. My heart lurches in my throat and I curse myself for not having it on silent. For not already being asleep. Because it wouldn't have woken me up and I would have slept through any possibility of me actually replying. Because I already know it's him. I know that [...]

Dancing on my own

"You're hiding. You're hiding behind your safe, crappy relationship with Henry, hoping no one notices that you're not in love with him. I notice," my best friend whispers to me as I glance over at you once again. I roll my eyes and fake a smile and through gritted teeth I say "I don't know [...]

Cold as you

You have a way of coming easily to me. You have a way of taking over all my thoughts and feelings. You have a way of distracting me. You have a way of taking control over me. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight because I [...]

I don’t know what to tell you when you ask where it hurts

Because it's everywhere and nowhere all at once. I guess that sounds a bit ridiculous. But what I'm trying to say is that it isn't a hurt. Or a pain. And I guess in general I'm fine. Completely and utterly fine. I went out a few nights ago and ate pizza and laughed until my [...]

I’m mortified

I'm mortified. I'm so mortified that I still want you. That I still want someone so heartless. Because you know you're hurting me but you're still doing it. You continue to be in my life because I am the type of being you don't want to miss out on. I'm vibrant. Brilliant. Spectacular. Interesting. Caring. Great. [...]