Eighteen

"For a minute there I thought you might be in love with me or something" You said staring at me with those wide eyes and questioning glance. And for a millisecond my heart was in my throat and I blinked twice thinking shit how am I going to get out of this one. And then [...]

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Cold as you

You have a way of coming easily to me. You have a way of taking over all my thoughts and feelings. You have a way of distracting me. You have a way of taking control over me. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight because I [...]

Just shut up and tell me you want me

Just shut up and admit it. You want me. You wanted to grab my face and kiss me as much as I wanted to rip your clothes off. You wanted it. We were both sat there a little too close for just friends on the sofa watching a horror movie. You say good idea. I [...]

Forget how life is supposed to be

Forget about all the deadlines. The early morning starts. The running for the bus. The homework due in. The nine to five. The rush rush rush. Forget about all the things you have to run around and do in the day just to end exactly where you started. Back. In. Bed. Forget about being who [...]

I don’t know what to tell you when you ask where it hurts

Because it's everywhere and nowhere all at once. I guess that sounds a bit ridiculous. But what I'm trying to say is that it isn't a hurt. Or a pain. And I guess in general I'm fine. Completely and utterly fine. I went out a few nights ago and ate pizza and laughed until my [...]

Lovers or Liars

I'm trying to put a finger on this feeling. Trying to get some sort of explanation as to what I'm thinking. Because it sort of feels like I'm in a spiral, just spinning round and round. I can't remember what we came here for. Why we are back in this place once again. Where everything [...]

I’m mortified

I'm mortified. I'm so mortified that I still want you. That I still want someone so heartless. Because you know you're hurting me but you're still doing it. You continue to be in my life because I am the type of being you don't want to miss out on. I'm vibrant. Brilliant. Spectacular. Interesting. Caring. Great. [...]