In this life or in another life

Sometimes I like to imagine that if something isn't going my way in this life, then it will be in another one. That somewhere out there, in another life, things would have fallen in to place the way I wanted them to and I wouldn't be left to feel like this. Maybe it's wishful thinking. [...]


My life isn’t a Taylor Swift song (unfortunately)

I spend a lot of my time relating my life to Taylor Swift songs. And I can't decide if it's because I like to be able to feel something when I listen to her. Or if it's just because I like to be able to wallow in self pity. Either way I always seem to [...]

How to (almost) move on

Think about drinking on a weekday even though you barely even drink at the weekend. Wish you had that to numb the pain. Realise you don't like the taste enough to drink it. Listen to your sad Taylor Swift playlist. See how long you last before the tears start falling. See how long your heart [...]

44 things I’d like to say to my best friend

I will never let us drift apart. You're the best person I have in my life and I am not me when I am not around you. I will never, in a million years, let someone mess you around. I will personally attack them for you. I will never let you get a horrible haircut. [...]

Dear my almost lover. This is my final goodbye.

Dear you, Wow. I have written about you so much that it seems silly for me to even say goodbye. But I just feel like it's right. And I think I owe it to myself to be able to say goodbye. So that's what I'm going to do. I miss you already. But this is [...]

One day you will look for me in everyone but I won’t be found

"When life has cut too deep and left you hurting. The future you had hoped for is now burning. And the dreams you held so tight lost their meaning. And you don't know if you'll ever find the healing. You're gonna make it. You're gonna make it. And the night can only last for so [...]


Please look in the mirror and see the strong, beautiful, intelligent individual staring straight back at you. Do you see yourself? Do you see how strong you are for getting up this morning? Don't you see how you are so much better than that stupid boy who tore your heart in to pieces and didn't [...]