Hello November

I'm sat in bed at 11pm in my cropped sweatshirt and underwear. And the 1st day of November is nearly over. I'm tired and my period cramps are killing me. My hair needs a wash and I haven't packed yet and I'm going away at 7am on Friday. I'm irritated. And my sweatshirt says on … Continue reading Hello November

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OCD

The first time I saw you everything in my head went quiet. All the constant questions and thoughts suddenly hushed. Disappeared. Silenced. Because when you have obsessive compulsive disorder you don't really get a lot of quiet time. Even laid in bed I'm thinking. Did I lock the door? Yes. Did I wash my hands? … Continue reading OCD

I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to

It's weird how life keeps going on around you even when you feel like everything is falling apart. It's weird how the world keeps turning when you feel like it's frozen in space. It's like Netflix episodes that keep playing. Next. Next. Next. It's the sun rising and setting everyday like clockwork. It's constant. It … Continue reading I guess the world doesn’t stop just because I want it to